Is It Possible To Lose Yourself After Finding Yourself?

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What if life breaks you even if you know how to survive in the worst situations? Is that possible?  


It took many years to find myself. Ah! Not my official identity, but the identity of my soul, which was lost many years ago. When I found myself, I started staying positive with each and everything. Everything seems beautiful when you see yourself as beautiful. That was my life in the past years. 



Every worst to the worst situation made me keep going, without thinking whether I will win or lose the battles. I started living happily without looking for a reason to be happy. You can say, I was kind of a happy-go-lucky person. But I never knew that Tsunamis arrive without any warnings. 



After 2 years, I started getting a lot of pressure from my personal life to college life. I thought this time too, I will take a break after completing my degree. But that never happened. My break went on delaying, due to continuous crises or downfalls in life. And finally, the pressure was doomed! It got burst. Being a person who could have some or the other way to resolve or calm the stress down. Nothing worked this time. Everything was shattered. 




Times flew by, and I tried my best to do some or other things to divert my mind, but all I could do was just think about it. One by one, I started losing interest in everything. Nothing could turn my sadness into happiness. Not even my favourite food or a person. I felt helpless. I thought for a moment about what others might be thinking. 



Later I just let my feelings out. No matter what others were thinking. Trying every possible way, even after not getting any results. I let everything flow away. I was somewhere putting myself in darkness, despite knowing how difficult it is to come out of it. 


They say, "Life always gives you a second chance." What I think is 'Life also puts you in a situation where you lose yourself again'. 


You might be wondering what happened further. I was tangled with a lot of thoughts when one of my friends told me, "See, don't think that you will be perfectly like before as you were. You can try your level best to cure as much better as you can." Later, it hit me hard to think about the college lessons. Being a psychology student, I learnt that we have to help clients to improve their skills and quality of life to the best level, as much as one can. 



Did you lose yourself after finding yourself? If yes, then how did you get yourself self back? Comment how you got yourself back. If not, are you still searching for a way to find yourself? 

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